Pretense

I never get around to posting anything anymore until the day is almost or entirely gone, and by then I'm all moody and gloomy. In fact, the afternoons have been quite pleasant of late-- when I've been awake to see them. I'd probably be less morose if I were getting a bit more sunlight. I don't feel like thinking about any of this though. I feel like going in and standing under the shower for a long time. I'll pretend it's raining.