52/21-22: Rainy Again

Saturday appears to have been Groundhog Day, or is that today? Mostly I slept on Saturday, most of the morning and then all the late afternoon and evening until past midnight. I expect I'll do much the same today. Well, some of Saturday's was just brain hamster wheeling, but enough was actual sleeping, which was probably for the best. It kept my pathetic, self-absorbed arse from getting trapped in a time loop. It would have been a bad day to get caught in a time loop, as I felt mostly crappy whenever I was awake, but then there would have been the compensation that it rained the entire time I was awake too. If I'm going to feel crappy I'd rather it was on a rainy day. It keeps the glare down. It will be rainy today as well, for which I am grateful.

Now I've just finished fixing and eating Saturday's dinner, which was nice, but (there's always a damned but) I let the air get filled with smoke while I was frying something, and now it's hard to breathe. I can't open windows to air the place out either, because it's still cold and rainy. Plus my nose has gotten runny. What the hell is that about? At the moment all I really want to do is get back to bed and sleep some more, but suffocation makes sleep difficult. Being muddleheaded doesn't. The suffocation and muddle-headedness can just fight it out. I wish they could leave me out of it, but I'm sort of what they'll be fighting about, so they probably can't. Too bad. I could use a good obliviousness.


( Sunday Verse )