rejectomorph (
rejectomorph) wrote2022-05-27 05:39 am
Reset Forty-One, Day Three
A spam phone call began my Thursday two hours before I should have been awake, and set off the brain hamster who wouldn't let me go back to sleep. I didn't get much done after that (actually got nothing done, unless you count futzing about on the Internets a thing.) As the hot weather has gotten underway I find daytime more of a problem than ever. I was never a morning person. Now I'm not even a daylight person. I inevitably feel like utter crap until the sun goes down, then manage to feel like mere crap until it comes up again. Since the things I need to do in the world need to be done by day, I withdraw from the world. By night I feel better but live in a fantasy. Or perhaps I feel better by night because I live in a fantasy then. but as far as being functional goes, six of one, half a dozen of the other.
Though Thursday wasn't as hot as Wednesday, it was muggier, and overcast most of the day. The overcast was probably the reason it was not as hot, but I'm not sure it was worth it. Today is apt to be much the same. It's most likely the weather (and nostalgia) that is causing me to crave root beer popsicles, and I don't have any. I do have some actual root beer, but this is not the time of day to be drinking it. Maybe I'll remember it when I wake up. Right now I ought to be going to sleep. I wish the apartment had gotten a bit cooler first, but it didn't. I might air condition it down a bit, and hope I don't fall asleep before I turn the thermostat backup. If I'm spending money on being cool, I'd like to be awake to enjoy it, as far as enjoyment is possible these days.
Though Thursday wasn't as hot as Wednesday, it was muggier, and overcast most of the day. The overcast was probably the reason it was not as hot, but I'm not sure it was worth it. Today is apt to be much the same. It's most likely the weather (and nostalgia) that is causing me to crave root beer popsicles, and I don't have any. I do have some actual root beer, but this is not the time of day to be drinking it. Maybe I'll remember it when I wake up. Right now I ought to be going to sleep. I wish the apartment had gotten a bit cooler first, but it didn't. I might air condition it down a bit, and hope I don't fall asleep before I turn the thermostat backup. If I'm spending money on being cool, I'd like to be awake to enjoy it, as far as enjoyment is possible these days.