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rejectomorph) wrote2024-11-15 12:01 pm
rejectomorph) wrote2024-11-15 12:01 pm
51:64: The Sound of One Hand Scratching
Damn, but sleeping almost like a normal person after so many years of Morpheal irregularity, following decades of being nocturnal, is way more disturbing than I'd have expected. I don't know how long this pattern is going to persist, but I'm torn between wishing it would just end and worrying about what fresh hell might replace it when it goes. In the meantime, I feel like giddy doom on a stick, whatever the hell that means.
I should make it clear that "almost like a normal person" is in fact not all that near actual normal. The normalish part is that it happens mostly at night, but beyond that it's still quite catawampus. I don't sleep continuously, and I don't sleep particularly well, and it's been taking up ten or more hours at a stretch, but aside from that, gosh, I'm just a regular guy/lunatic. And I might have slept better Thursday had I not been interrupted by some pretty nasty leg cramps. I am sure these were brought on by an excessive consumption of sugar earlier in the day, and I intend to do my best to curb that behavior in the future. Also I was itching a lot. I have no idea what brought that on.
The mild weather is over, probably for the season, and the nights have suddenly grown quite cold. Tonight will be the full moon, and I'll try to remember to go out and take a look at it when it's rising, which here should be about half past four. That seem early, but that's what the weather page is saying, and who am I to argue with crap that shows upon the Idernets? And I ought to be done with Thursday dinner by then, which I'd lately planned to have for today's lunch, but I'm running behind. And behind is tough to run, as it really just wants to sit. Like the rest of me. And I'm going to quit now before I get even farther the opposite of ahead.
I should make it clear that "almost like a normal person" is in fact not all that near actual normal. The normalish part is that it happens mostly at night, but beyond that it's still quite catawampus. I don't sleep continuously, and I don't sleep particularly well, and it's been taking up ten or more hours at a stretch, but aside from that, gosh, I'm just a regular guy/lunatic. And I might have slept better Thursday had I not been interrupted by some pretty nasty leg cramps. I am sure these were brought on by an excessive consumption of sugar earlier in the day, and I intend to do my best to curb that behavior in the future. Also I was itching a lot. I have no idea what brought that on.
The mild weather is over, probably for the season, and the nights have suddenly grown quite cold. Tonight will be the full moon, and I'll try to remember to go out and take a look at it when it's rising, which here should be about half past four. That seem early, but that's what the weather page is saying, and who am I to argue with crap that shows upon the Idernets? And I ought to be done with Thursday dinner by then, which I'd lately planned to have for today's lunch, but I'm running behind. And behind is tough to run, as it really just wants to sit. Like the rest of me. And I'm going to quit now before I get even farther the opposite of ahead.