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Reset Forty-Four, Day Five
Sep. 17th, 2022 04:57 amThere was something Friday, but I can't remember what. I know I can't eat large meals anymore, as I ate one for dinner and have felt like crap ever since. There's a whole bunch of stuff in the refrigerator, too, though not much I could make lighter meals of. And most of two loaves of bread. I'm trying to indulge in magical thinking about it, but have failed so far to transform it into anything else. I'm probably not going to be a wizard when I grow up.
Mostly, what I want to do is sleep. There never seems to be enough. And yet when I lie down I usually find getting to sleep difficult. I nod off while sitting in front of the computer, or in the backyard, and almost fall out of my chair, but when I get horizontal my brain hamster hops into its wheel and starts running. I used to have loungy chairs that leaned back, with arms that would minimize the danger of falling out of it, and maybe I could sleep in one of those if they hadn't burned up. I suppose I could buy one, but I probably won't, because shopping.
I've had a low-grade headache for quite a while, and being horizontal might help that, even if it doesn't put me to sleep. I will try reading from a book for a while. It's going to be mild today, and evening could bring some showers. Actual rain is close to certain Monday, and showers Sunday. I anticipate making some hot chocolate to celebrate the first rain of the year. And it's not even official Autumn yet, which arrives on the 22nd. I can almost imagine being almost happy at some point over the next few days.
Mostly, what I want to do is sleep. There never seems to be enough. And yet when I lie down I usually find getting to sleep difficult. I nod off while sitting in front of the computer, or in the backyard, and almost fall out of my chair, but when I get horizontal my brain hamster hops into its wheel and starts running. I used to have loungy chairs that leaned back, with arms that would minimize the danger of falling out of it, and maybe I could sleep in one of those if they hadn't burned up. I suppose I could buy one, but I probably won't, because shopping.
I've had a low-grade headache for quite a while, and being horizontal might help that, even if it doesn't put me to sleep. I will try reading from a book for a while. It's going to be mild today, and evening could bring some showers. Actual rain is close to certain Monday, and showers Sunday. I anticipate making some hot chocolate to celebrate the first rain of the year. And it's not even official Autumn yet, which arrives on the 22nd. I can almost imagine being almost happy at some point over the next few days.
