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My brain has gone off on its own again tonight, and I'd have no idea where to look for it. I don't even know that thing anymore. Having an old brain is like having an adolescent in your house. You go along fine for a while, even if it is sometimes a bit goofy, and then you ask it to do something for you and it digs in its heels (or cerebral equivalents of heels) and just refuses, and might even vanish for hours on end, and when it comes back all it does is sulk and sneer at you inexplicably.
Also inexplicable is tonight's indigestion. There was nothing spicy on the menu, just a sandwich. There's no reason mu stomach should be burning up. what I really want to do is go to sleep and have pleasant dreams, but I expect the indigestion will prevent me from falling asleep, and even if I do sleep and have dreams I wont remember them. The only dreams that I'm likely to remember are bad ones, like the one early Wednesday in which my apartment was being infested with roaches. It wasn't much worse than current reality though, when I keep yawning so much that my neck gets cramps.
But at least the apartment is cooling off decently again tonight. Not being too hot makes up for a lot of bad stuff. And I have some antacid to take, so my stomach should stop bothering me in a while. And when I wake up I can start making it hurt all over again. Yay. I'm tired.
Also inexplicable is tonight's indigestion. There was nothing spicy on the menu, just a sandwich. There's no reason mu stomach should be burning up. what I really want to do is go to sleep and have pleasant dreams, but I expect the indigestion will prevent me from falling asleep, and even if I do sleep and have dreams I wont remember them. The only dreams that I'm likely to remember are bad ones, like the one early Wednesday in which my apartment was being infested with roaches. It wasn't much worse than current reality though, when I keep yawning so much that my neck gets cramps.
But at least the apartment is cooling off decently again tonight. Not being too hot makes up for a lot of bad stuff. And I have some antacid to take, so my stomach should stop bothering me in a while. And when I wake up I can start making it hurt all over again. Yay. I'm tired.
