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52/04: Later and Later
Jan. 14th, 2025 12:56 pmOh the relentless sunny days reminding me of what I don't do anymore. Like write journal entries on time and remember to post them. It's not that I'm out enjoying the sun, either. I hid indoors all day, and continue to hide now, long after nightfall. I probably need a vitamin D supplement. I'm not a lumberjack and I'm not okay. I sleep all night but don't work by day. I don't cut trees, I forget to eat lunch, but I go and go and go to the lavatory. Sometimes I go online shopping, but never had buttered scones for tea.
Is this what is wrong with my life? Should I cut a tree? Should I find some scones? Should I put on women's clothing and hang around in bars? Probably not. I should just wait quietly for the end, I think, and try to eat fewer things that give me reflux. I'd sort of like to sleep now, but the risk of drowning in my own stomach acid is too high. I'm going to eat some antacids and try to stay awake another couple of hours. Maye this excellent 1950s version of Ravel's Concerto for the Left Hand will hold my attention and keep me from nodding off:
Is this what is wrong with my life? Should I cut a tree? Should I find some scones? Should I put on women's clothing and hang around in bars? Probably not. I should just wait quietly for the end, I think, and try to eat fewer things that give me reflux. I'd sort of like to sleep now, but the risk of drowning in my own stomach acid is too high. I'm going to eat some antacids and try to stay awake another couple of hours. Maye this excellent 1950s version of Ravel's Concerto for the Left Hand will hold my attention and keep me from nodding off:
