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52/344: Damnage Damage
Feb. 9th, 2026 08:49 pmMy head is quite empty, and has been for hours, but I am distracting myself from this by filling my mouth with pistachios. Seeing that my mouth is actually on my head, this might actually succeed in leading my muddled brain into thinking it is thinking and that my head is not actually empty. given this, it may be that pistachios are not the best thing I could be putting into my mouth, being nuts and all, but it's too late to consider this now.
The damage is done, and I can only hope that the consequences of my poor judgement will not be dire. At least I'm not at risk of running through the streets babbling madly. I no longer have the energy to run, and probably not even enough to reach the street. I suspect that very few days remain when I'll even be able to reach the mailbox. Once that becomes impossible, I'll be forced to go into a euphemistic home, where I will only lie in my bed babbling incoherently. I'm sure the staff will pay me no attention, and my roommates will probably be senile themselves and think I make perfect sense. So it will all work out, I'm sure.
Tomorrow will be chilly again, and afternoon rain is expected, with more die Wednesday. If the power stays on and the computer and Idernet continue to function, I will probably listen to music. Here's something I've been listening to today:
The damage is done, and I can only hope that the consequences of my poor judgement will not be dire. At least I'm not at risk of running through the streets babbling madly. I no longer have the energy to run, and probably not even enough to reach the street. I suspect that very few days remain when I'll even be able to reach the mailbox. Once that becomes impossible, I'll be forced to go into a euphemistic home, where I will only lie in my bed babbling incoherently. I'm sure the staff will pay me no attention, and my roommates will probably be senile themselves and think I make perfect sense. So it will all work out, I'm sure.
Tomorrow will be chilly again, and afternoon rain is expected, with more die Wednesday. If the power stays on and the computer and Idernet continue to function, I will probably listen to music. Here's something I've been listening to today:
