Reset Forty-Six, Day Thirteen
Nov. 21st, 2022 02:51 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rejectomorphSunday I'd expected to make plans for shopping and banking on Monday, but when it came down to it I couldn't even imagine having the energy to do anything either in the moment or in the future. I gave up and vegetated, which is what I'll probably do again today, and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow. Instead of dinner I melted some cheese on tortillas (half-assed quesadillas, I guess) and didn't even bother with salsa.
The fact is I've been feeling old all day, which is I guess not surprising given that I am actually old, but I had hoped I wouldn't feel bad since I'd actually slept fairly well Sunday morning. It didn't work out that way. Annoyingly, I've had to boost the thermostat to 69 degrees, as I've been feeling chilled all evening. I couldn't wait for the hellish summer to end, and now I'm too cold when it's barely below seventy. What the hell is that about?
I'm going to try to get to sleep again now. That phone call I didn't get Friday might come today, and I'd like to be somewhat rested for it. Phone calls are so exhausting. But then so is everything else anymore. Except eating a square of chocolate, which is what I'll do as soon as I get into bed. If I can stop yawning long enough. Good grief.
The fact is I've been feeling old all day, which is I guess not surprising given that I am actually old, but I had hoped I wouldn't feel bad since I'd actually slept fairly well Sunday morning. It didn't work out that way. Annoyingly, I've had to boost the thermostat to 69 degrees, as I've been feeling chilled all evening. I couldn't wait for the hellish summer to end, and now I'm too cold when it's barely below seventy. What the hell is that about?
I'm going to try to get to sleep again now. That phone call I didn't get Friday might come today, and I'd like to be somewhat rested for it. Phone calls are so exhausting. But then so is everything else anymore. Except eating a square of chocolate, which is what I'll do as soon as I get into bed. If I can stop yawning long enough. Good grief.
