Weather, Or Not

i have several "beauty marks" (being a girl i can call moles that) that cause me anxiety. they just scream cancer at me. i am just waiting for that fateful day when i have health insurance again, so i can get them removed. although when i did have it, i was too worried about the slice and dice to do it. i hate doctors. no matter what i go in for, i cry. they always think i have mental problems and try to refer me to a diffeent kind of doctor. hell, maybe i do, buti think it is mostly doctor anxiety. it is just so uncomfortable to be there. blech.