Reset Forty-One, Day Six
May. 30th, 2022 04:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rejectomorphSunday's sleep was almost normal, and after I got up it didn't take long for sadness to set in, from remembering when sleep was more or less normal every day. I can be such a sore winner. This blended into the sadness of evening, when I knew Sunday was ending and that it would be Monday again, and offices and such would be open and I'd have no excuse not to make those phone calls I've been putting off, and... and then I saw something on the Idernet, and it said Memorial Day. Damn, it's a national holiday! And the offices will not be open! A reprieve! God bless America!
Then I putzed around the rest of the day and evening and ended up not making dinner, and then had my blood sugar crash on me around midnight, and then had to think about what to eat, and ended up microwaving a ramen bowl, which I am now indigesting. Of course now that I know that it's a holiday and I won't have to do anything, I'm already starting to anticipate how sad it will be when Monday ends and Tuesday arrives, and I'll have to go back to thinking about doing things I don't want to do. Having something to worry about reminds me that I'm alive.
Something else that will remind me I'm alive is the heat that will start rising into the nineties again Tuesday. It gets worse in the second week of June when we're likely to get more triple digit highs, followed by warm nights. For now the nights are still cool, and anticipating them makes the days easier to get through.
Oh, fell asleep for a while. The edge might be off, but I should try to go back anyway. There's certainly nothing to stay awake for.
Then I putzed around the rest of the day and evening and ended up not making dinner, and then had my blood sugar crash on me around midnight, and then had to think about what to eat, and ended up microwaving a ramen bowl, which I am now indigesting. Of course now that I know that it's a holiday and I won't have to do anything, I'm already starting to anticipate how sad it will be when Monday ends and Tuesday arrives, and I'll have to go back to thinking about doing things I don't want to do. Having something to worry about reminds me that I'm alive.
Something else that will remind me I'm alive is the heat that will start rising into the nineties again Tuesday. It gets worse in the second week of June when we're likely to get more triple digit highs, followed by warm nights. For now the nights are still cool, and anticipating them makes the days easier to get through.
Oh, fell asleep for a while. The edge might be off, but I should try to go back anyway. There's certainly nothing to stay awake for.
