Reset Forty-Nine, Day Three Hundred Forty-Two

Wednesday I dreamed something and woke up certain that I would remember it, but of course I didn't, and the thought of that lost dream has haunted me since. Other stuff has been hanging out at the edge of my consciousness, and refusing to become clear, so I'm feeling embedded in uncertainties. A slightly better dinner (nothing got burned) didn't really make up for the pervasive sense of displacement.

It's still getting warmer every day, and there won't be any respite until Saturday when a wet and windy storm is set to pass through. After that, it gets warm again, and on several days next week the highs will be pushing ninety. That it's getting that hot in early May is not a good sign. Have I mentioned that I'm not looking forward to summer with any great relish? As much as I enjoy relish, it does nothing to improve summer.

I'm not looking forward to trying to sleep today either. Too much light is already leaking in. And today's random pain is something in my right shoulder that feels like it might be rheumatism. It's in its early stage, so I don't know just where it will end up going, only that it won't go anywhere I like. I'm considering downing a couple of aspirin to head it off before it really gets intense. But then sometimes this sort of thing just dissipates. I should probably just wait to see if I can get to sleep, and if I can't then do the aspirin. Decisions, decisions.

Feeling very, very stupid.