Reset Forty-Eight, Day Seventeen
Mar. 3rd, 2023 07:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rejectomorphThursday I did a few little things, such as check the web site of CVS who have sent me a coupon for 32% off up to $99.00 worth of stuff. I shouldn't have a problem finding enough stuff to buy, and there is a lot of drug store stuff I need, and I do have money in the checking account. The problem will be arranging the transportation and actually getting my act together and ordering the stuff. I am the fly in my own ointment!
Sleeping a lot, eating more than I need, worrying about the things I ought to do that I'm not doing— it's a full dull empty life. I wish Safeway had had the right kind of donuts. The right donut can make a big difference to a day. I think I might feel marginally better if I were less repulsed by the first thing I eat every day. It's too bad I've never really liked food very much. It's too bad I now eat too much of it. It's too bad I can't drink as much as I'd like.
But if I wake up today and at the right time I'll get to have a sun nap this afternoon. Something to look forward to. And tomorrow the rain will be back and I'll get a dark, overcast day. Those are nice, too. You don't have to eat weather, and it doesn't make you fat and need to buy new clothes. I just have to keep getting through each day I guess. It's a good thing I've got plenty of time to sleep. Too bad I can't think anymore.
Sleeping a lot, eating more than I need, worrying about the things I ought to do that I'm not doing— it's a full dull empty life. I wish Safeway had had the right kind of donuts. The right donut can make a big difference to a day. I think I might feel marginally better if I were less repulsed by the first thing I eat every day. It's too bad I've never really liked food very much. It's too bad I now eat too much of it. It's too bad I can't drink as much as I'd like.
But if I wake up today and at the right time I'll get to have a sun nap this afternoon. Something to look forward to. And tomorrow the rain will be back and I'll get a dark, overcast day. Those are nice, too. You don't have to eat weather, and it doesn't make you fat and need to buy new clothes. I just have to keep getting through each day I guess. It's a good thing I've got plenty of time to sleep. Too bad I can't think anymore.
