52/171: Sore
Jul. 26th, 2025 07:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rejectomorphAnother day not feeling good. At the moment I'm trying to dredge up enough energy to cook some dinner, because I've gotten very hungry. But getting focused? Not happening. And the weather is supposed to start getting warmer again soon, which is going to make everything even more annoying. We won't be getting anything utterly horrendous until nearing the second week of August, but even less than horrendous is unpleasant.
Oh, and my fingertips are getting flakier and more sensitive, and it's getting hard to use the keyboard because they are so sore. Avoiding gloveless dishwashing has not brought any relief. I have no desire to drag my carcass out to see a doctor, and I probably won't. If this doesn't stop, I think I'll just let myself flake away to nothing, or as close to nothing as I get before going defunct. Unless it starts to hurt too much, of course. If it gets too painful I'll try to find one of those doctors who hands out pain killers like candy. If such are even around anymore. I might have to settle for a common illicit drug pusher. Probably more reliable than an MD anyway.
Getting too late. Gotta go eat and then go to sleep. The new usual.
Oh, and my fingertips are getting flakier and more sensitive, and it's getting hard to use the keyboard because they are so sore. Avoiding gloveless dishwashing has not brought any relief. I have no desire to drag my carcass out to see a doctor, and I probably won't. If this doesn't stop, I think I'll just let myself flake away to nothing, or as close to nothing as I get before going defunct. Unless it starts to hurt too much, of course. If it gets too painful I'll try to find one of those doctors who hands out pain killers like candy. If such are even around anymore. I might have to settle for a common illicit drug pusher. Probably more reliable than an MD anyway.
Getting too late. Gotta go eat and then go to sleep. The new usual.
