51/38: Undone

Saturday I got my October utility bill, and as I'd hoped it was entirely covered by my bi-annual California Climate Credit. In fact my bill was only a bit over thirty-five bucks, and the credit being over fifty-five I've still got almost twenty bucks toward my November bill. November is the month the furnace starts running, and that can run the bill up pretty fast, so it will be nice to have that bit extra covering part of it.

As has been usual recently I did a whole lot of sleeping Saturday, and didn't fix Friday's dinner for Saturday breakfast after all. It had to wait until late in the evening, and them I went back to bed soon after eating. Since waking again in the early morning darkness I have tried to organize some sort of thoughts, but it doesn't seem to be working out. I'm thinking about making more food, or at least taking something to eat out of a package, but even the thought required for such simple tasks flees like the nocturnal shadows escaping dawn's harsh glare. I am exposed, and must conceal myself in the oblivion of sleep once more! How will I ever get anything done again? Maybe I won't, whatever my wont.

Did I hear a door slam? Is there a draft in here? Is this only a draft? Oh, Undone!


( Sunday Verse )