Bad

[rejectomorph]

For the last ten days, I have been enduring the highest level of sustained anxiety I have ever experienced. I have no idea what to do about it. None of the techniques I usually use are sufficent to deal with it. I feel both trapped and doomed. I am exhausted from lack of sleep, eating is difficult even when I feel hungry, each distraction quickly fails, and every attempt at reason ends in paranoid thinking. I can't sort out my thoughts about the situation enough to even explain it. Anxiety disorders bite, and the evil people who set them off bite even more. I keep wishing for some huge natural disaster, just so there will be something for me to focus my energy on. I wish I had never come to this place. May the Earth heave up and shake it out of existence.

Comments

[bunkum.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear about how you're feeling, but I find that one has some of the most interesting thoughts during these periods. Not to say that it makes it any better, it's just an interesting thing to note.

[rejectomorph]

Similar interesting thoughts can be induced by excessive consumption of caffeine. That's a far more enjoyable way to get them. At least that way, you get to drink something tasty.